Waiting With Hands Folded
By Sharon Lea
Sitting in the waiting room
your hands folded
I touch your arm
look around at people
glance at words
on a screen
or magazine
but too distracted
with fears
of the unknown
to really read at all
shifting back and forth
sometimes standing
scared and praying
together we are fearful
what if tumors have grown
we hold hands
fingers intertwined
feeling our fears together
the clinical trial
gave us some hope
only a little bit
now we will know
together we sit waiting
hands folded
I touch your arm
your name is called
we walk through the door
the nurse sweetly smiles
guides us to a room
scans don't lie
it's all there and we cry
we come out
in the waiting room of people
our eyes are teary
we hold hands
I rub your back
walking down the hall
towards the elevator
no more waiting - we know now